Still having my down moments but I feel better than I was a few days ago.
At the moment I'm studying the work of Caroline Myss, in particular her book titled Anatomy of the Spirit, and I'm listening to her audiobooks titled Sacred Contracts. There's alot to learn but it's helping me to make SOME sense of why I keep losing babies. It's based on the chakras, or energy centres, of the body, and what we experience in our lives (our biography) can manifest as illness in our bodies (our biology).
Must sound confusing to you, but it's starting to make sense to me. I need to do more research on this, but it does take the edge off the pain in my heart.