I'm on cycle day 2 and I feel totally shattered and let down by my body. I have been through so much in these last few years, it would have been the best thing to look back on this year and say "well at least I was able to achieve motherhood in 2009". No chance now.
Not sure if I'll have an opportunity to update this blog for a month or so, I won't have net access that often and hopefully I'll be too busy to ponder on things too much.
Thanks for reading and posting your support, see you again in about a month.