Back again

I thought I was being really original by re-naming this blog Year of the Baby, but after browsing other blogs by women with fertility issues, it seems I'm not that clever after all. But 2009 really is the Year of the Baby for me. I'm 34 years old now, still struggling to achieve motherhood and not getting any younger. People often say really unhelpful shit like "you're so young, there's plenty of time to have babies!". You know what, it doesn't make me feel any more optimistic about my situation. I don't want to be having children in my late 30's but at the rate we're going, I'll be lucky to have my first baby before I turn 35.