Friday, August 22, 2008

Excited but....

As happy as I am that I am now pregnant again, after suffering three miscarriages I can't help but feel really anxious and scared that it is going to happen again.

I haven't had any spotting or bleeding to suggest that it is happening though, and I hope like mad that it stays that way. To have my baby stripped away from me so many times is just unfair, it can't keep happening.

I am trying to stay positive and only think good thoughts and have hope for the future, but sometimes it's difficult to do when I've been robbed and cheated of something that comes so easily and effortlessly for others.

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