Friday, July 4, 2008

I know this is a boring blog

It's just that the last two weeks have been especially horrific, I am just not dealing with my fertility issues at all. All day long I am thinking of pregnancy and babies, sometimes I feel a bit hopeful but the rest of the time I feel nothing but despair and a deep aching feeling, and this fear that it's never going to happen.

Why is it that I keep torturing myself by looking at photos of pregnant bellies? I will sit at my computer for hours looking at the belly pics thread on the forum I visit almost daily. It aches so much to see all those beautiful blossoming tummies, knowing that there are tiny little people baking away inside. I want one of those tummies so much.......

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