Just 24hrs til I see my gyno, I am really scared but so sick of being scared too. I have enough shit going on in my life without the added pressure of not being able to bear children.

In just 3 months' time it will be three years since we started trying... it makes me want to hurl. We should have a toddler by now and another one on the way. I would have been 14 weeks pregnant with our second baby if I hadn't lost it.

This is so so fucked up. Please can someone just give us a break from this nightmare?