Did another pee test this morning because I-just-don't-believe-it. It came up with two lines, albeit veeerrryy slowly, I was starting to freak out.

Saw my GP and she is absolutely thrilled for me, in fact she is the one who had written my referral to the fertility specialist. She took about 3 vials of blood (I couldn't look, just in case the sight of all that blood made me woozy) and checked my blood pressure which was fine.

I have a referral for an ultrasound next week, I have to get more blood tests on 24th May and I have to see my GP again on the 22nd.

I'm trying to stay as calm and positive as possible, but every time I feel a slight twinge or a strange sensation I start to worry and end up in the bathroom to check that there's no bleeding. I think that will be a habit over the coming months until I know that my baby is in a safety zone that, if it had to be delivered prematurely, it had a very good chance of surviving.

My baby.

Sounds strange to say it, hopefully I will get used to it in no time!