Due to a bit of a health scare a few weeks ago my Lap/HSG op has been moved back a few weeks and it's now booked in for 23rd November.

I think it's just my current frame of mind, but I'm having mixed feelings about the op. Part of me wants it done so I can get on with trying to have a baby, another part of me just doesn't want to face it all and just accept being childless.

I'm sure I didn't sign up for this stress and drama. I don't want it, I never wanted it.